Name:Ayrek Age: 16 Residence:SW Ohio, USA Favorite Band:A Perfect Circle Favorite Style of Music:Rock Fondest Memory:A humble state called happiness, and the state that caused it, Wisconsin... Personal Quote:"We're goin' to hell anyway, might as well be VIP's!"
So we only have 6 days left until I leave. Still haven't bought the bus ticket. Still I'm not sure if I'm going to be ABLE to go. I'm still sick...among other personal problems... >.>
And I'm not the only one with problems right now either. My grandma is in the hospital. She'd been sick for a few days, and fell Tuesday, split her forehead open. They stitched her up and she was feeling fine. Then hey tried to give her sleeping pills because she has trouble sleeping... My grandma is VERY intolerant for drugs, she gets woozy from asprin. So the heavy medication really fucked her up, not shes having trouble breathing, her blood pressure was really low... THEN they found out she had an infection, though they're not sure where it is. They said she would be lucky to make it through last night. ;_; She's still with us, but for how long, I can't be sure... But of course, looking around at our lives, I think maybe she'd be better off. You know, in a better place and all that. I dont want her to go, but I think she'd be happier that way. She doesn't really show it, but I can tell she's miserable. She has the onset symptoms of Alzheimer's, she can't go anywhere or do anything. She never gets out of the house, hardly leaves the couch, she can't remember anything, including me ;_; so sad...
But I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens. There's nothing that any of us can do until something happens...
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